Heartbroken

I am in a sad place today,
all I know to do is pray.
I went to sleep last night
and asked God not to let
me wake.
It seems that God is not
listening for my sake.
"Why not take me home God,"
I ask?
My heart has been broken
at long last.
Tell me no more lies I
plead and then you agreed.
You tell me you love me
but I detest.
How can you take my only
friend away by calling
her and showing her your
interest?
I don't know which way to
turn, do I go or do I stay?